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WHO WANTS THE OLD DISNEY SHOWS BACK?

(27 Jun 2007 12:20)

it hurts that disney has such silly shows on now. i miss the ones they had on 5-10 years ago. Good like "my little pony" or "gumy bear adventures." or "so weird" , "care bears", "the jresey" , "adventures in wonderland", "Even steavens", "Zorro".
you coudl stick a tape in and record the whole thing and everythign it records on disney channel would be great to watch. i used to do that till the shows started getting stupid 3 or 4 years ago. my fav shwos are nop longer on.
especialy "so weird" i always foudn it unique and cool, i liked Fi better than Anna or what ever her name was. Since it is not on the air or on dvd i have no way fo watching it. cant find it on the internet, nothign except pictures. makes me sad.
*wipes away tear*

I MISS THE ORIGINAL DISNEY SHOWS! BRING THEM BACK!

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Junior Member!

(24 Jun 2007 17:36)

Junior Member! YAY! Late to write this , but its cool to be up a level.
been here for a while but when i saw i was up, i was like, cool! im higher than some other people!
aaaalrriiight...
:)

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camp and stress

(22 Jun 2007 16:19)

camp was not as bad as i thought, i got alittle homesick on the ride, just cause i havnt been that far away withhout my parents. its a mental thing i guese.
a summer camp is one thing, but a CHRISTIAN camp can be hard, they give you work to do, 3 hour long sessions in the morning, 2 hours at night. then you got to talk with your small group and discuss your feelings.
at first i was like, ok fine i cant do this. boy.. you end up letting stuff otut hat youve been keepign to yourself for a while, then you cry and feel broken down.
i kept to myself and just read my books. its hard to connect with people, ive always had trouble wiht it. then i went through this emotion of feeling ugly the first few days, so i stopped eating and got so tired, i tried skipping lunch to get extra sleep. even though i was in the sun everyday my face was kidna pale. i felt so horrible every morning, falling asleep during the session and stressing just to walk.

finaly i broke down and started confessing some stuff to my small group leader. sounds childish but it was getting so bad i had to say something, after i did , i felt better like i could see things clearer, walkign didnt hurt as much and i slept better.

i feel alittle emotional, probably because lately ive been ignoring them to the point where i feel nothing.
its like all my senses have been turned back on.
i kinda like it.
im glad i went to camp and finally said something.

and being wihtout my ipod was probably good if i had it, i woudl have done nothign but listen to it all day.
the beach was nice in florida, though there was tons of sea weed, so much it got stuck on my skin, nasty and slimey.
sunshine felt good but later in the day we got lots of rain and some lightening, i desired to run in the rain so bad but we had to stay inside for safety.

i bought a christian book about girls with isues about beauty, im almost half way through it.

one week with a bunch of cristian and listening abotu god seems change everything!

i want to cry, its overwelhming.

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im scared out of my wits!

(16 Jun 2007 12:20)

im so scared. ok tonight is the night i am leaving for camp , im rdiding a buss with a bunch fo other kids and we cant bring ipods!
im feeling so anxious right now. i love my ipod, my ipod helps me sleep, my ipod makes me feel better. and we cant bring cells, textign on my phone makes me less nervous so i can talk to people.
we cant bring videogame systems like gameboy, psp or any of that. so im just gonna curl up in a ball in the corner and wait till our 11 HOUR drive is over!
ive gone away but never this far. we are going from NC to Florida!
thats far and its not like i can call my mom and ask her to bring me home.
"hey mom, its me kelsea i knwo im 11 horus away btu can you drive donw and bring me home?"

no! ah! im scared!

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tired, camp and words for dictionary.

(14 Jun 2007 10:08)

i am tired from all the workign out ive done in the past few days.
i dont kwno what to do with myself. i have so much spare time. all i do is work out or play outside.
my best friends are away for a week and i have camp next week so im kinda stuck. plus i cant drive and my parents have to work, so i cant leave.

The camp is called "Big Stuff" its for our church. we have an 11 hour ride to Florida and no ipods, cell phones, dvd players or video game systems allowed! ah! im gonna die!

oh and i think the word "ipod" should be put in the dictionary cause my computer keeps telling me its not a word.

bye

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Shes yelling AT ME!

(09 Jun 2007 8:13)

My moms yelling at me because i dont knwo hwo to close a french toast bag. boo hoo.. i cant close a bag.
Now shes says that maybe I cant shouldnt go to camp if i cant solve problems. well sory but i didnt think french toast was that important.
all this started cause i said there wasnt enough food. i hate being yelled at for silly things. thats the way my mother used to be. threatened to ground me because i missed a phone call, i didnt liek her dress so she takes away my privilages. ever since she got her new job shes been so much nicer. but after having a nasty chat with my dad, she seems ticky.
im going outside for a walk.

bye

Kelsea

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EXAM SCORES

(08 Jun 2007 19:05)

Computer class: 79 (with curve)
Civics: 94 (all on my own!)
Earth Environmental Science: 81 (with extra credit)
Geometry: 76 (with extra credit)

Not the best, but i passed and thats what matters right?

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CIVICS! EXAM AAAHH!

(04 Jun 2007 12:31)

Civics exam this morning, you know the worst time to take an exam is early in the morning when your half awake. i dont know if i did good or bad, i have a 91% in the class total but if i mess up the test i could fail and all my work ill have been for nothing!
im nervous cause i have another tomorrow this time for computer class (boring!)
and this kid named Dan keeps making this joke about the way i eat/lick/suck on ice pops. he says it looks like im sucking on.... something else... he needs to get his head out of the pants and back in his text book.

WISH ME LUCK WITH MY EXAM TOMORROW!

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OUCH! FLEAS!

(02 Jun 2007 14:44)

I did a work out yesterday and then went on my scooder for like 4 hours till midnight. then i tried to sleep but i was so sweaty and smelly i jsut couldnt. I took shower at abotu 1am then put a towel on my pillow so my hair woudl dry as i slept.
this morning i felt so sore. At first i couldn't figure out why my body hurt so much but then i remembered all the stuff i did yesterday.
when i woke up my back hurt so bad and my legs didn't want to move. next i woke up at 9, tried to get up but the pain in my legs and back and shoulders was killer so i went back to sleep. the next time i woke up was like 12 and my moms yells at me to get out of bed, eat then take my meds. so i get up and do it still in pain.
you do something hard but the pain never comes till the next day. just like you go to the beach, but the burns don't show till you get in your car to go home, no matter what time that is.
my mom calls my dad at 2 and she tells him my cats and dog have fleas pretty bad. and that the fleas are on the couch. (i hate bugs! i can deal with them but i don't like the idea that my cat sleeps next to me every night and has fleas that could be on my bed!!)
i hear her talking and i think how many times ive sat on that couch in the past few days... eeeww.
my dad goes out and buys "bug bombs" to set off and kill the fleas, but its poison so you have to leave your house for 2 hours then come back to air it out and leave again for a half hour.
we go out with our animals and get the dog bathed and get the cats some meds.
then the dog throws up in the back of moms truck so we have to stop and clean. after thats done my parents took me to buy a new bikini for $40. is that expensive or what? (ill add a picture of it some time) its white with sparkles and pinkish flowers.

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June 2007