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May 2008

christian school?

(06 May 2008 19:13)

im getting sent to a christian school next year. ive been through every other educational systems except summer school. homeschooling, public school, private school.. christian is just.. somethign i never thought of.
i hope it snot like going to church everyday. i can handel one message a week, but not one everyday.

there is only 12 high school students there now and im having an issue with one of them. he is on probation and hes been abusive to my friend. im uncomfortable with the idea of being int he same school as him. i want to say something to him but its her relationship, not mine.

*sigh* i dont mind drama, i just dont like it when im involved in it.
i am missing my bfffl. at least thats what we used to call each other. C has me as his 6th top friend on myspace and it bothers me cause we used to be close. i spilled the beans to him about almost everything. and he did the same for me. i dont think i cant just let it go. im trying to get him back by seeing him this week, but he says hes always busy on weekends. ii think he might be lying to me.

also my internet friends are drifting from me. im not on aim much anymore and i think thats why they are slipping away. they think just cause we are not talking that i dont think about them. the truth is i think about everyone i used to know. even from years and years ago.

im not depressed, im just lonely. my internet friends are special to me as much as my local friends. im starting to think thats not a good thing.

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